Today, I Neha want to tell you that I am very very happy that you are born into this world for me. I am really overwhelmed to have you in my life. Without you, this world does not mean a place to live for me... in your words, it doesn't matter... hahahahha... right? You know I was planning this gift since last month because I wanted to make this day special for you... yes, only you... because I wanted to be the reason behind your smile... yeah... now I get it, happiness and smile are two different emotions. Just because you are smiling doesn't mean you are happy, but this is my best that I could make you smile at least... all those years... holding hands, walking around, sneaking into places, and wandering with you got very smoothly... never knew that there would be anything not nice between us... but here we are... after lots of sacrifices, fights, arguments, too much distance... still together and shining... like a star... THANKS FOR COMING INTO MY LIFE... and again a very happy birthday to you... I miss you...
This was our first kiss...do u remember...inside a auto when we were comming from tution to home...and i just texted
uh just when i reached home.
i really loved the brief touch....of lips....so #firstlipstouch....
it was really very very special for me....and you too...because our first touch just made our bodies tingling...and
i did not know ki mujhme itni power kese ayi..
idk how i became so bold and did this...but that was really very very amazing...thankiu..for this experience.
Sitting in the park was beautiful.....amd then kissing uh made me feel very relaxed.....
After completing my school....and after 6 months we met....and we understood each other so well...loving you was
never starnge for me...
keeping you forever is my lucky charm...I want to be like that neha sitting on your lap and kissing you....in that
park on 2nd and 3rd August of 2022..
Our proper first kiss......
This is the image of us sitting in the park at university.
when you are around me I feel really very safe and secure. I feel loved which is beyond what i can explain to you.
Justknow that you are "IRREPLACEABLE"
for me....the sense of security given by you is unmatcable to any person in this world...You are my World......Stay
with me forever...Please
Its ur birthday....i love u bettu...i know u don't want to celebrate ur birthday...but me???....i was waiting for ur birthday since so long...i think about 4-5 months...and the gifts that i thought i will give uh...are still not with me... because....it need to have money and genuinely speaking i didn't have it...and i had to save money...but yip..now i have money.....so i can give uh proper gifts...that i thought....and yeah its ur day to enjoy...but i have planned ur day...i mean ur birthday schedule....😂😂....i mean i thought ki u have to be at home...but i want u to be with me...so its just that i thought ki how i want ur birthday to be...its like at 12'a clock i will wish uh...and talk for sometime....and then we will sleep...then in the mrng we will vdo call each other and give a smooch video call kiss to each other....then we will meet in the day time...we will have lunch outside...then go for shopping then birthday celebration....then u can go home to celebrate ur birthday with ur family also....so in this way....u will be able to celebrate ur birthday in my way....so i would love it if u want this.... because i want this...and what i want....should be done....at any condition.....i just want this birthday with uh...but not like last year...hum sath hokr bhi nahi the....itna sb hua tha last birthday pr....i just want ki abki br sb shi ho...and just koi teesra naa ho hmari conversation me...bss hum do ho...hmari baato me bhi.... because i want what is inside uh...qki its tough...jb long distance hojaye...or fir baat b kmm hojaye or cheeze b khrb hojaye...or ek m hu jisse kuch smbhl b nahi rha h....toh i need time with uh...qki jab time spend krti hu toh m shi hojati hu...or i need uh....or i know i know....m bewkoof hu pagal hu...or m hi kmi krti hu...m available hoti nhi hu...jb ghr pr hoti hu...or bhi kafi reasons h....but i am not a cheater bachu...i am good bachu...lavvu...or i love u yrr....m kbhi kisi or ldke ko nahi dekh skti...as a partner ya kuch b...m nahi dekh skti...or m esa soch b nahi rhi thi....infact walk begra kisi b chiz m nahi.... schi partner tum hi ho or tum hi rhoge....or agr tum merko chhor doge tbb b mera koi move on nahi h...m mrrna hi chahungi...tumhre alawa koi nhi....schi....mzak m nahi....mera preferrable yhi rhega...m nahi rehna chahti tumhre bina....or i am sorry bettu...feel krwane k liye....ajeeb cheeze....gndi baate feel krwane k liye.....i love u bettu....i mean....i am sorry yr....bss yhi bol skti hu m...or i want ki sb shi rhe....sbb theek hojaye....or sb misunderstandings khtm krte h bss....bhot hogya....sb kuch bhot bkwas hogya h....i want clear... patience wala armaan....jisse mko pyr hua tha....bilkul whi armaan chye....or m nahi chahti ki hmari cheeze iss wjh se khrb ho.....i really love u....or merko koi shonk nhi h kisi or aadmi me insterest lene ka.....merko nahi h kisi or ki life me interest.....bs kbhi kbhi bhtk jati hu....jb merko jo m chahti hu wo naa mile...toh....merko attention chye hota h....m attention seeker hu....or meko tumhri attention chye hoti h...m ekdum jhalli hojati hu....or i am sorry....really sorry.....for everything..... I like armaan jisko mene auto me lip kiss kra tha...vibekanand park me kiss kra tha...school k bdd hath pkd kr ghumne gyi thi...or bite kiya tha shoulder pr....rtt ko 12 bje jb hotel jare the tb tume mar rhi thi...or piti bhi thi....jab mnn kra tha tb milna hojata tha....birthday pr pastry muh pr lgai thi....peeth pr chdke washroom tk gyi thi....washroom m kiss kra tha....vertical lips kiss kraya. Tha tumse....or touch krwaya tha...i mean..i love ur touches...and everything but ab bhot time se hum sth me nhi hote toh merko itna bura lgra h.... because i am really missing uh ..... Or us din jb tumhra milne ka mnn tha....us time mujhe b milna tha...but hum mil nahi paye...bcz i did not have money....or i was feeling ki agr us din tum ajoge to birthday wle din nahi aa paoge...and ur birthday is really very much important for me....so i thought ki ghar pr do raate gumm hone ka reason kya btaoge....toh mene ye sb analyze krke bola tha.....i am so sorry bachu.....so sorry......us din nahi mil paye...idk ab tumhra mood or mnn kesa h...meri shkl dekhne ka h bhi ya nahi...toh m kya khu...bss m bhot khush hu tumhre liye....me chahti hu tumhre sare k sare dreams sach ho jaye...tumhara aim...to be a gamer and a youtuber...sch hojaye...or tum bhot healthy ho...or mujhe tum ese hi rho...i like u as u are....ptle se pyare se....bss mko tumhre lmbe baal psnd h...but i can work with small hairs also....or i love u so muchh bachu.... I can't live without u.....m sorry..... please sb khtm krke forse strt krte h sb.....i want ki tum. Khush hojo...or pichle birthday jesa mood na ho tumhara.... bss be happy bachaa...i know ki tum bhot kuch krna chahte ho life m or i want ki m hmesha tumhre sath khdi rhu un chizo me....i want ki tum ek apna ghr lo...jisme supra khdi ho....mmy papa sth ho....or tumhra ek studio ho....i want ki tum ye sb achieve krlo...m sath hou hrr time...mtlb sbb kuch sath ho....i am really lucky to have u bachaaa 😘😘😘.... please stay with me forever....😘..... don't say goodbye..like that day....ever again......i love u so so so so much buggu....🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺...... now i want to kiss u.....if u can... please come.....and meet me....i want to be with uh....m sorry nd i miss you too .....